I don't know if it just the fever talking or my deepest feeling burst outta nowhere, but maaannnn... I miss him! I really do. I dreamed about this guy last night, the guy I'm in love with 13 years ago (back when I was a ninth grader). He's my unfinished business.
To be honest, he's not even my ex, we're just goofing around. I don't know why I'm still having a dream about him, think about him, reminiscing about everything. Sometimes he's such a sweetheart, a lovable man that drives all of the butterflies in my stomach crazy, but in some other time, he's simply a douche.
Come on, he shared all of his thoughts, his dreams, and his heart with me. In school, after school, we even went home together almost everyday but nothing ever happens. For the love of God, this boy kissed me, but even after a smacker on a mouth we're still not said anything about the giant elephant in the room? Dear stupid boy, you're making me look like an easy kinda girl and you're making your self a douche. Stop comparing all of the girls you've been dated with to me, if all you've ever wanted is a girlfriend that just exactly like my self. Hey, I have an info for you, airhead: Simply stop dating other people and be with me instead! Duh...??!
Okay, the moment of truth, he doesn't love me, he just love spending time with me. He's a douche for taking me for granted and I'm an idiot for missing him for the thousand times. There, I said it!
